Monday, June 9, 2008

i used to be a good listener...

Lately I've felt like I tune out a lot. I'm not sure why or when it started, but if I'm doing something while someone is talking to me, then I have a hard time focusing on what they're saying... It's a terrible thing to admit; but now that I have, hopefully I'll start actually listening again.

I feel good today. Even though it's a little hectic with three children (yes, I did say three. and no, I'm not pregnant again.) Matias just went down for a nap, Judah has been sleeping for the past 30min or so, and Elsie is watching Veggietales. It's relatively quiet in the house, which makes me feel peaceful. It's a good feeling :)

Last night while I was falling asleep I made a decision. Every time I say something with negative connotations, I have to say something positive. Something thankful. For example: "I'm tired" (which I say a LOT) must be followed with "but I'm healthy" or something to that extent. I'm also going to try to not complain about things/life-- but since I know I'll probably fail occasionally in that area then my thankful comment will cancel out the complaint.... right? That's how I'm looking at it. I think it will improve my outlook on life.

To start things off, here's a list a some of the things I'm grateful for:
(no particular order)

  • two beautiful, healthy children
  • house with plenty of space
  • working airconditioner
  • nice car to drive
  • money to buy groceries and things we need
  • Justin
  • good friends
  • wonderful parents! (who also make excellent grandparents)
  • cozy bed
  • decent sized backyard with shade
  • sunshine
  • generally quiet neighbors
  • ceiling fans
... to be continued

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