you could be happy [i hope you are]

i'm here at my parents cleaning today before my mom gets home from the beach. however, i feel as though i'm not supposed to clean on a sunday. oh well.

i'm getting very nervous about starting back at lander. it's so soon. i've actually had nightmares about it. i dream that i will forget that i am actually supposed to be attending classes and will miss the first week or month. then when i remember (in my dream), i freak out. it's pretty awful. i'm scared i won't do well. i did ok this past semester, but all my classes were online so it wasn't too hard. i'm scared i won't be able to handle it and take care of my baby as well.

my break is over now.